怎么办??

真的不懂要怎么办了？？
原来我和那个小女生聊天被他知道去~~
害到他和她吵架了~
看了她的blog~~才知道~~
原来~~
我一直都在害人~~
一直一直都是~~
我真的~~
不懂要怎么办了~~
好累~~
我真的不懂~~
我为了他又哭了多少次~~
真的很伤~~
很伤~~
我只是想知道你多点阿~~
我不会再多问关于你们的事~~
我也不会再去看谁或谁的blog~~
也再也不理谁或谁了~~
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加油吧~~Sylvia~
知道你行的~~
终有一天他会知道你的心~~
加油~~~~~~~~~
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我凭什么去跟别人说加油？？
我凭什么？？
我什么都不是~~
我什么资格？？？
我凭什么资格？？？？？？？？？？？

高兴~

今天很朋友然聊起他~~
我还以为那个女生不知道他~~
结果阿~~她知道~~
还知道我们的关系~~==
其实很高兴得是~~
又看回他的blog~~
我一直都有去看他的blog~
只是因为reformat了宝贝~~
就忘记他的blog名~~所以没有去看了好久~~
现在看回他好多东西~~
也知道了好多事~~
他变了好多~~
不抽烟了~~
不玩了~~
最高兴的是~~有我的名字哦~~
呵呵~~高兴哦~~
从他好好的到现在车祸过后~~
看他写的东西~~
我又哭了~~
为什么我不能在他身边照顾他的一切~~？？
我也没资格了吧？？
我只是~~
朋友~~

Discrete structures

Discrete structures~~Discrete structures~~
明天8.15pm考~~
够力了~~
我不会那个什么proof techniques阿~~
超复杂的~~
显拉~~
真的不懂明天怎样去考~~
考完它~我就可以轻松一点了~~
然后下星期提早考我的iwp~
考完iwp就可以回家见我的宝贝们了~~
想你们呢宝贝们~~
知道你么25号回去先了~~
猪宝贝~~31号记得来载我哦~~
我等你啊~~
呵呵~~
木阿~

最近~~

最近变忙了~~变懒惰了~~
所以没有什么来写我的状况咯~~
今天终于拿一丁点的时间来写写~~还有照片个给大家看看~~
说那天星期六吧~~
突然就跟了我的朋友去了他cousin的wedding dinner 了~==
够力吗？？哈哈~~
去了dinner就去了arena n pure bar~~
穿着dinner的衣衣~~就去摇了~~==更够力~~

这就是我星期六的打扮拉~~娃娃装~~


脸红红~~因为喝了martell~~


在ballroom~~dinner还没有开始~~就无聊自拍咯~~


呜呜~~肚子饿饿啦~~

星期六就这样圆满结束了~~

星期日~~
hern n wen突然提早回来了~~
原来~~
为了换水~~==
哈哈~~我就跟他们出去了~~出去买了要买的东西~~
后来~pipo sms我问我在那里~~
原来她们也是提早回来了~~
哈哈~~
我就和他们一起走下~~
就去牛顿吃东西~~
突然~~心血又来潮~~就很疯的区唱K~哈哈~~
她们就去我家冲凉换衣拉~~呵呵~
唱了3hour~累倒了~~喊到破喉~
就回家睡觉了~~

pipo帮我拍的~~他们说很斯文很好看~~==



昨天~~星期一~~
有extra class~~
pipo他们说去mcd读书下~~
我还以为老师应该又是早放瓜~~那里懂结果拖到很迟才放哦~~显~
然后让pipo他们等很久去lo~~
不好意思啊~~
在mcd一定会拍照阿~

最近爱这种哦~~（看显得朋友请不要看~）


喜欢这样~~可是拍得我眼睛很肿哦~~T.T~


朋友说不可以用ya了~~要换pose了~~我就说这个可以马？？哈哈~~
够力了~~


这几天就是这样了~~
考试要到了~~
我一点都还没准备阿~
23/7--discrete structures
30/7--internet n wed publishing
这两科~~
我都不会~~==
死定了~~

糟了~~

刚刚起床~~照惯例开电脑~上网~~
我跑去学校的mmls看老师又什么annoument~
结果~让我看到~~
1/8-internet n wed publishing de mid-term ~~==
i bek sibu on 31/7 o~~够力咯~~看到这个~~
我就立刻告诉hern n wen~~
因为他们那个时候去tioman~我们都有节目了~~
我立刻想到~~星期一一定要立刻去告诉老师~~
让她把时间推后~~不然就给我们有replacement test~
haizzz~~那老师真的很没情趣哦~~假期还考试~~==
算了~~dont complain~~
haha~~

upload sum pic to u all to see ar~~

这个是星期三走的跌肩风~~呵呵~~


最近很爱嘟嘴~~




可爱吗？？带pipo的眼镜~~呵呵~~



终于把我们三个的照片放上来了~~
pipo~winnie~funny~

i wanted you ina

mr.s introduce de new song
i wanted you by ina
i love it~~damn love it~~

lately i've been thinking about what i can do
i've been stressing to fall back in love with you
im sorry that i couldn't follow through
but i'm cant go this way i've got to stop it babe
you've been wonderful ina ll that you can be
but it hurts when you say that you understand me
so believe me i i am sorry i i am sorry i i

i wanted you to be there when i fall
i wanted you to see me through it all
i wanted you to be the one i loved
i wanted you i wanted you

i wanted you to hold me in my sleep
i wanted you to show me what i need
i wanted you to know juz how damn deep
i wanted you i wanted you

i've been pushing hard to open up the door
trying to take us back to where we were before
but i'm done i just can't do this anymore
cos we cant be mended so lets stop pretending now
we've been walking around in circle for some time
and i think we should hed for finish line
so believe me i i am sorry i iam sorry i i

i wanted you to be there when i fall
i wanted you to see me through it all
i wanted you to be the one i loved
i wanted you i wanted you

i wanted you to hold me in my sleep
i wanted you to show me what i need
i wanted you to know juz how damn deep
i wanted you i wanted you

i i i am sorry babe
but i i i gotta pack up and leave
but i i i'll always remember how we came close
to being how i wanted to be
i wanted you baby
i wanted you i wanted you

i wanted you to be there when i fall
i wanted you to see me through it all
i wanted you to be the one i loved
i wanted you i wanted you

i wanted you to hold me in my sleep
i wanted you to show me what i need
i wanted you to know juz how damn deep
i wanted you i wanted you i want you

i wanted you haaa~~~~
i wanted you wanted you~~

怎么了？？

我是怎么了？？
昨天又去纯吧了~~high下~~
这次真的有点醉了~~就乱乱讲话了~~
和pipo两个像小鸟一样一直讲话~~哈哈~~笑死~~
回家的路上~~
突然觉得很累~~很累~~
想起他~~担心他~~
想着想着就~~哭了~~又是哭到不能自己~~
我真的不知道自己到底是怎么了？？
还有我要告知天下~~
我不在是以前的芳莉了~~
我抽烟了~~
我喝酒了~~
我努力变美了~~
我努力变瘦了~~
我努力读书了~~
我也努力~~
忘记以前的不开心~~
所以~~
我不再是那个什么都不敢做的林芳莉了~~
学你说的~~
现在只想努力实现自己的愿望~~自己的理想~~
其他的~~
让他自然把~~
今天学老师说的~~
don't complain~work hard~play hard~~
我自己加了几句~~
DON'T COMPLAIN~
WORD HARD~
PLAY HARD~
SLEEP HARD~
SMOKE HARD~
CLUBBING HARD~~
哈哈~~
好几个朋友都好赞同哦~~
呵呵~~

我会加油~~
我要向你看齐~~
我也一定会继续等你~~